Truth about me, except Suicide NOT Attempted and I don't cut. |
True Identity Every moment in life Has a meaning No one knows what the meaning is Until that specific moment happens. Every day I wonder What’s the point in living? No one would notice If I suddenly went missing. We all have our ups and downs Being the youngest I found out somehow No one liked me then They sure as Hell don’t like me now. I‘m on the ledge Just looking down No one screaming Or trying to get me down. I jump. I fall. I fly. My problems Are left behind. Growing up I was bullied all the time Nobody understood Why I cried. If I live past tomorrow It’ll be a miracle If I was loved today Would I still live to see tomorrow? I don’t understand Why the world hates me I’m a pretty decent person But no one tries to get me. I have a slow mind Dyslexia too A few other learning disabilities too How can you see right through? Look close enough You’ll see I’m just like you. I have feelings I have a heart Why am I here? I don’t know anymore. All I want Is to be treated like the human-being I am I want to cry I want to scream Most of all I want to die. I’m 21 years old I’ve been bullied since I was 5 I don’t know why. At home I’m treated poorly In a sense Nobody in the world gets me That’s why I’m crying. My heart hurts My tears have dried Would anyone miss me? If I were to die tonight? Would you notice? If I sat by you in class With all these marks Upon my wrists. I scream out for help Or was that just in my head? Nobody would believe me anyway They’d just laugh and shrug it off instead. No matter what you say Or what you think I’m still a human-being And I’d like to be treated like one, thanks… |