Patience

"Leave me alone"
You growl from the little box
Three little words
Enough to throw me off rocks!
Craving attention...your attention is a greed so dire
My body reeks of desperation, my soul set on fire

The word is privacy
I think I've lost its meaning
Set somewhere in the crotchety
Of confused unrequited feeling
The fear of losing you
Is just so unbearable
I cant have you
And the thirst is insatiable

Now I am trying hard to delude
And yet again it seems like a prelude
To start the whole process
Of begging you back
Even though a higher me in me
Shoved at my mind's crevices
Telling me to stop grovelling
More than winning you I am losing my mind's track!