cross roads

January 19th 2014 I lost someone very dear to me I lost my mother and I have been at a crossroad ever since. It is hard to see someone die right in front of eyes and you can't do anything about it. My life has been at a crossroad between mourning my mother's death, going to school, trying to get my life straight it has been very hard. I wake up very morning wondering what is going to happen next is life for me going to get any better? I miss my mom but I know she is in a better place she is not lonely any more, she is not struggling anymore she left with peaceful smile on her face. I pray every day to have peace in my life because I know my mother finally has peace now.