More than just poetry |
Tables of Content Page 1: Open Your Eyes Page 2: Distant Love Page 3: A Special Love Page 4: Just Dreaming Page 5: Death Has Awaken Me Page 6: Broken Mirror Page 7: Still Haven't Forgave Myself Page 8: Wishful Thinking Page 9: Blinded Page 10: Racing To Greatness Page 11: Alone Page 12: You're The One I Chose Page 13: Motivated To Succeed Page 14: Walking In The Wrong Direction Page 15: My Ghostly Love Page 16: Are You Motivated To Succeed? Page 17: The Love and Lies We Share Page 18: Remember (Dedication Poem for Taniya) Page 19: Reality Check Page 20: Loved You the Wrong Way Page 21: Grandma Page 22: About Me Page 23: Poets Spotlight Page 24: Sponsorship Page "Open Your Eyes" Can You See Me? Can You Actually See Me? If Not, Open Up Your Eyes And You'll See Clearly Don't Allow The Hype That Surrounds Me To Cause Conflict And Negativity Give Me My Chances, Give Me My Opportunity I Guarantee I Can Be The Guy In Which People Doubted Me To Be Hahaha Yea I Had To Chuckle A Little Bit Cause Me Loving You Could Never Be Counterfeit Don't Ever Throw Shade On My Name I Will Never Be That Guy My Name Is Breonte' I'm A Whole Different Person Inside Get To Know Me!!!!! Not CrazyWear Tae!!!!! Cause You'll Have A Better Chance At Love With Breonte' The Story Of My Heart Is My New Book So Make Sure You Get That Dropping It Real Soon So Make Sure You Tweet That I Just Want To Touch People Hearts And Show The Real Me But Truly I Just Want That One Girl Who Can Change Me Completely I Only Speak Real Talk And I Preach Real Facts Our Generation Is So Far Gone We'll Never Get Back People Mistake Love For Lust And Sex For Happiness Hatred Is Our Downfall And Education Is Scantiness I Just Want You To Open Up Your Eyes And See Me God Gave Me A Lot Talents To Make Me And You Happy Just Open Up Your Eyes And You'll See You'll See Your One True Love "ME" By: Breonte' Hackley aka Tae Sweizy "Distant Love" Fantasies, Dreaming And Envisioning Of A Perfect Love Story Holding Your Hands In Praise Because Of Your Love Is Glory Never Thought I Could Find Someone As True As You From A Distant Your Love Shined As Beautiful As You Take My Love From A Distance And Make Our Hearts Feel Adjacent Thinking About You Is All I Do Because My Heart Feels Taken Even Though Were Miles Away I Feels As Though You're In My Presences Hold My Hand And I Will Hold Yours I Don't Want Us To Be Separate Your My Distant Love And My Love For You Will Always Be True Lets Take This Far Cause My Heart Desires You I Seen You & You Seen Me Lets Do The Unthinkable And Let Our Hearts Be Set Free Were Fueled By Ambition And Powered By Changing Lives Me And You Together We Can Help The Weak Survive Your My Distant Love..... By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Just Dreaming" The Stimulation Of A Dream Can Leave You Pondering As Your Heart Finds Loves And Your Mind Is Wondering What's Next? Where Do We Go From Here? Just Dreaming And Hoping That God Makes It Clear Motivated To Succeed Is Just A Dream We Can All Reach Reach The Goal And Then Its A Lesson You Shall Teach Expand Your Mind And Open Up Your Eyes Look Out Into The World For A Chance To Change Lives A Lot Of Love Can Out Weigh A Lot Of Pain Just Dreaming Of Success Makes You Want Go Insane Destroy The Wall Of Adversity And Escape The Dark Create A Chapter To Your Own Book Allow The Beginning To Be Start The Day I Realized My Dream Was My Reality Is The Day I Understood My Dream Was What I Made It To Be By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Death Has Awaken Me" Seeing Death In Front Of Me Has Awaken Me To Focus On Bettering Myself For Me And My Family Adversity And Obstacles Are Hard To Overcome The Trouble Maker And Ignorant Person Is What I've Become Not Caring Or Giving A Damn About My Past Trying To Find Myself In This World Of Trash Constantly Thinking To Myself Where Do I Stand Honestly Where Do I Stand As Being A Man Have Achieved More Than Expect From Me My Family Doubted Me Saying I Wouldn't See 18 I Made It And I'm Glad I'm Here Looking Off Into My Dreams Makes Me Think Clear I Have A Lot To Live For, So I Shall Not Quit Cause I'm Going To See Millions And I Will Do Accomplish It So I Need You To Hold Me Down And Help Me Out Cause I'm Motivated To Succeed Without A Doubt By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Broken Mirror" I'm Staring At Myself Through This Broken Mirror Pondering To Myself Saying "Will Things Ever Get Better" Asking God For The Answers But I Get No Replies People Be Putting The Buzz In My Ears Like Flies See I'm Chasing After This Dream God Left For Me Never Really Had The Help Man Fuck My Friends And Family But Yet I'm Still Staring At Myself In This Broken Mirror Asking Why Is My Life A Bunch Of Bullshit Or A Well Told Lie? See Its A Selected Few Who Held Me Down From Day 1 So When I Capture My Dream I'm Just Hold Them Down Like "We" Won Yeah, I Make Videos And People Love Hating On Me But See The People Who Love Hating On Me Be The Ones Who Would Like To Be Me Man Fuck Y'all Dreams, Fuck Y'all Family, Fuck Y'all Friends Y'all Going To Respect Me Before I Bring Your Dreams To An End I Don't Say Too Much On The Internet To Y'all Hating Ass Niggas Cause Off The Internet Y'all Isn't Shit But A Bunch Of Pretenders Now I'm Back To Staring In This Broken Mirror Still Asking Why Continue To Ask Myself Why Until The Day That I Die Shout Out To Everybody Who Support Me In Everything I Do Y'all Fix The Broken Mirror I Was Currently Seeing Through By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Still Haven't Forgave Myself" The Visual Of One Man Blaming Himself For Everybody's Wrong-Doing Over-Whelmed By All The Evil That's Steady Growing He's Holding Himself Responsible For Downfall Of This World Trying To Locate The Answer To His Destiny As His Head Swirled Why Is He Blaming Himself For This Struggle? I Don't Know Maybe Cause His Heart Is Stuck On Goodness So The Evil Got To Go "Still Haven't Forgave Myself, Still Have't Forgave Myself", He Screamed Just Wanting More From The American People Is All Ever Schemed Asking God For The Answers As He Gets Ready For This Fight Fight To End This Struggle So Everybody Can Live Right Still Haven't Forgave Myself For Witnessing The Death Of Love Ones He Said, "I Don't Need To Win This Fight By Using My Hands & Guns I'm Going To Win This Fight Against Evil With The Knowledge I Own & The Courage I Was Given To Be Shown" Join My Team Help Me Change This World, Help Me Fight This Fight "Motivated To Succeed" Is My Foundation And I'm Hoping Things End Right By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Wishful Thinking" Dreaming, Waiting And Wishing For My Recognition Slowed Down By My Past Made Moving On A Hard Mission People Constantly Telling Me I Can't Do This, I Can't Do That Well Thanks For The Love You Gave Me Something To Laugh At Time Will Tell If I Was Born For This Destiny I Believed In Myself Which Brought Out The Best In Me Motivated To Succeed And Eager To Achieve Success Proving To Myself That No One Can Stop Me From Being The Best Fueled By True Love And Powered By Real Friends Both Witnessing Me Accomplishing Everything I Set Out To Apprehend Shout Out To Those Who Doubted The Dream I Was After Middle Fingers Up To You When My Dream Is Captured I Can't Allow You, The Haters, Get Under My Skin Or Else I Will Be Answering The What If's And Could've Been I Don't Got Time To Be Wasting My Opportunities And Better Judgment Cause God Gave Me Talents, Wisdom And A Heart For Your Acknowledgement I'm Just Wishful Thinking...... By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Blinded" These Simple Ass Internet Bitches Always Talking Shit Sitting On The Internet Crazing For Internet Dick Saying Anything Out Their Mouth Trying To Get A Like Or Retweet Like This, Retweet This Bitch Sit Down And Take A Seat School Is In Session, You Won't Be Blinded By The Fame For No Longer Sit Back, Relax And Watch My Words Grow Stronger What's Really Important The Internet Or Success? Deep Down In Your Heart What Will Make You Feel Like The Best? Is It The Couple Laughs Or The Education You Possess? God Gave You The Gift Of Knowledge So You Can Out Shine The Rest But Yet You Don't Use Your Knowledge To Complete Your Quest Your Just Laying Around The House Chatting And Tweeting Looking A Mess But See I'm Hoping My Words Get To You Cause God Said "Tae Help These Ladies See My Vision Too" By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Racing Too Greatness" Racing To Greatness Is My New Movement Trying To Show The World My Self-Improvement I Came Along Way But Still Got Work To Do Call For Help And Ask For The Advice To Help Me Pull Through I Don't Worry About My Hater I Don't Entertain Them I Let My Silence Conceal Their Presence Killing Their Judgment Accompanied By A Lot Of Great People That So Adjacent To Me Lending Helping Hands To Help A Brother Be Set Free Jasmine N. Whitaker & Britney M. Whitaker Are My Hearts Two Blood Sisters I Knew Had My Back From The Start When My World Got Pitched Black And I Started To Fade They Bring Me Back Up To Speed And Help Their Brother Change Now I'm Facing Bigger Problems And Bigger Doubts Everybody Saying "Tae You Not Going To Make It" The Fuck Y'all Talking About? I'm Going To Make It And I'm Going To Succeed God Gave Me This Opportunity To Let My Mind Be Freed I Ask Myself Do I Want To Be Successful? Or Do I Want To Be Great? Am I Allowed To Eat Everything That's On My Plate? I'm Full Of Wisdom And I'm Full Of Knowledge I'm Just Waiting For The Right Person To Actually Acknowledge Pass Me The Crown, Pass Me The Chance Actually Take That Glance I Got So Much Potential And So Much To Say I Don't Live For My Tomorrow I Live For My Last Day Racing To Greatness Just To Make A Better Way I Destroyed My Competition Now It's Time To Pray Just Call Me Breonte Better Yet "Got Next" I Learned My Words From The Best "Malcolm X" By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Alone" It Feels Like I'm All Alone In This World No Friends, Nobody On My Side Not Even My Main Girl I Think To Myself Like Honestly What Have I Done Wrong? What Made Everybody Leave Me And Move On? God Gave Me The Word And He Said "Tae Your All You Need" Let Your Mind, Soul And Heart Be Freed Over Shadowed By False Statements And Big Lies Truthfully I Wonder How Many People Are Really By My Side If You Text Me I Text You If You Call Me I Call You I Never Get To Cocky Not To Show Love To People Who Love Is True Sometimes People Don't See You For You They See You From What They Heard I Been Judged My Entire Life By Random People In This World Sometimes I Wonder To Myself "Am I All Alone?" Is There Someone Out There I Can Call My Own? God Knows What's Best For Me But I Just Want You To Understand That I Walk Alone, Waiting For The Day I Can Master My Plan Take In All My Words And Use Them Wisely There's Only I Few People Who Know Me Honestly I'm All I Got And It Seems Like I'm All I Need Broken Heart In All I Still Will Achieve I Will Achieve Greatness And Be That Legend I Signed Up To Be God Said I Got Next So I'm Going To Make The World Understand Me That I Walk Alone But Truthfully, I Will Accept Your Helping Hand I'm Just Asking For God To Send Me Some True Friends Who Aren't Too Scared To Express How They Feel Looking For A Girl Who Is Bound To Keep It Real I Walk Alone But I Got Room For More Walkers Life Is Timeless So I Don't Do The Fakers Move Aside And Let Me Do Me Cause I Just Want To Show The World The Real Me By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "You're The One I Chose" You're The One I Chose.....Until Death Do Us Part From Now Until Eternally You Will Always Have My Heart With Love And Passion That Flows And Emotions That's Sun-free You Honestly Don't Get How Much You Mean To Me So Let Me Express Myself In Some Poetry I Bet You Understand Afterwards And Realize You Complete Me Cause I Love You For The Beauty Of Life Sparking Of Your Eyes And Skin That Shines So Bright You Took A Chance Now You Have Heart In Your Hand Giving Up Your Past And Threw Away All Your Other Plans From All Our Dreams And Imagination....To The Depth Of Our Souls 1, 2, 3 Is The Sound Of My Heart Beat Combined With Yours We Together Forever... Protected By God Through The Worst Weather We Fight We Argue But Our Hearts Away Stayed Together Thank God We Love Each Other We Made Our Bed And We Shall Rest In Peace My Coffin Next To Your Coffin We Stayed Together For Eternally By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Motivated To Succeed" So The Saga Begins..... The Things In Life That Come And Go Are Very Unpredictable Leaving You Clueless And Lost Making Our Minds Unstable Call Upon God For All The Answers To Your Problems But Sometimes He Won't Help So You Have To Answer Them On Your Lonesome Open A Book Read And Comprehend You Will Learn That Success Isn't Easy To Apprehend You Have To Work Hard And Stay Highly Motivated To Succeed In Everything You Put Together Aka Accommodated Life Is A Struggle But You Have To Maintain God Is The Witness To You Doing It All In Vain Follow Your Dreams And Listen To Your Heart Bend Some Rules So You Can Have An Head-Start Continue To Kick Continue To Knock Destroy The Wall Of Adversity And Escape The Dark The Light Is Where You Would Need To Be To Actually Be Able To Say I Was "Motivated To Succeed" Thank You Breonte Thank You For This Chance You Gave Me Some Tools I Will Never Ever Forget Now That I Believe I Know I Can Achieve Too Honestly Say I Was "Motivated To Succeed" By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Walking In The Wrong Direction" The Life I Was Living Was Moving So Fast Time Went By Now Seems Like Everything Is In My Past I Destroyed Friendships And Great Bonds For This Life I Amounted To Nothing While Living This Life I'm Book And Street Smart Nothing Could Stop Me But The Sounds Of A Girl Calling Saying "Come Sex Me" I Gave Up School Just To Live Wrong I Gave Up Hope Just To Write A Single Song I Have Been Over-Powered And Puppet Mastered For Several Years. Time To Rewind Time And Prove That I'm Somebody To My Peers God Gave Me Talents And I Be Damn If I Don't Use Them You Are Who You Are....I Am Who I'm Suppose Be... Breonte L. Hackley Is The Only Person I Need The World To See Stop Comparing Breonte To CrazyWearTae That's My Not Me, That's Just My Stage Name I Refuse To Live A Life That I Wasn't Supposed To Be Living The Things I Did In My Past Can Never Be Unforgiving So Chase Your Dreams Don't Chase Failure Cause Once You Fall Too Deep You Can't Escape The Fire Just Waiting For My Redbone Boo To Give Me The Chance I Got A Lot To Prove To Be Considered Next This Life This Life It's Destroying My Personal Life I Can't Keep Basing Everything Off The "SweizyLife" By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "My Ghostly Love" I Been Chasing A Love That Was Never There Destroyed My Mindset And Left Me Bare I Was Naked To The World I Exposed My True Feelings Now I'm Trapped In Love With Where There's No Escaping I Promised Myself I Would Choose More Wiser Shadowed By This Fantasy I Couldn't Live Without Her I Was Stuck In A World Where I Thought It Was Real Contemplated Whether Her Feelings Were Ever Real I Dream Bigger Than I Live I Live Bigger Than I Expected Only Wanting Her Left My Heart Affected Now I'm At A Crossroad Looking Down The Road At My Destiny Should I Listen To Everything You Once Told Me Or Should I Move On And Start Fresh Thinking To Myself "What's Really Best?" We'll All I Know Is You Don't Want Me And You Made That Very Easy To See So Can You Just Fade Off Into That Little Cove Think To Yourself Are You Happy To Be "My Ghostly Love" By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Are You Motivated To Succeed?" So the saga begins.... Determine your role in life Determine who you are at tonight As you walk down the street gazing into the lights Think of what you can be in life Dont let negativity hold you back from success Always think to yourself as the BEST life is no game nor is it a joke If you wanna take it for granted you will always be broke Who are you? What do you plan to do? I would like to see you succeed in life too Stay humble and motivated to succeed Because life is long if you live it accordingly Stay on top and never look back Your next to succeed and I will never let you slack Welcome, welcome, welcome into my life Where success is just perfect to live just right By: Breonte Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "The Love and Lies We Share" The Passion We Have And The Sex We Share Does It All Mean Something If We Don't Care Do You Love Me For Me Or The Dick I'm Given The Way You Act Is Show And Tell It's Seems Proven But Seamlessly Say You Love Without Any Regrets Or Are You And Your Friends Making Love Bets You Not Here For Me Or Are You Really? The Way You Talk It Seems You love Me Dearly It Seems Like Lies But It May Be True Should I Honestly Put My Trust In You You Fucked My Mans And Sucked Their Dicks Sometimes I Wonder Are You A Lying Bitch We Shall Find Out If We Lay In Bed Together Hopefully The Clouds Clear Up And Make Us Better I Want You So Bad But You Are Every-Bodies Boo You Fucked & Sucked Them But I Don't Believe It's True But Give Me Your Heart Place It In My Hand Let's Find Out If I'm Your Number One Man Love Is So Powerful And So Passionate As Well It Can't Be Brought Or Even Put Up To Sell I Love You Girl And Sex Doesn't Prove Shit My Heart Racing To Say Your My Number One Bitch By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Remember" (Dedication Poem) Sitting Back Thinking About All The Times We Shared Realizing Life Without You Left My Heart Scared It Was Scared To Love Another Like I Loved You February 14th Was Our Day And Remains True Life Goes On But Love Always Comes Back Around Nothing Can Break Us Apart Not Even These Clowns The World Is Filled With Hatred And Evil Our Love Has Us So Far Gone Like A E-Pill Think About What We Had And Were We Could Go We Can Take Our Love Somewhere Far If You Would Like To Go We Still Have Room To Improve On What We Have Lay Down Our Foundation And Create Our Path I Still Remember When You Kissed Me So Gently Sent My Heart Racing And Left Me Feeling Lucky Past To Present To Future Will Always Be You I Will Cherish You, Respect You And Stay True To You I Just Want You To Remember Me When You Sleep At Night Open Up Your Heart And Let Me In So We Can Sleep Together Every Night We Got Memories In The Gogos We Got Memories Arguing But One Thing About Us We Come Back To Each Other Faithfully Remember We Was In This Whole Thing Together Gave It All Up Cause No Love Will Ever Feel Better Thanks For Everything Baby And I'm Here To Stay I Love You & 2-14-09 Will Always Be My Favorite Day By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Reality Check" See, This Just My Reality Check.... When Everything I Worked Hard For Got Taken Away Because Of A Simple Text. Are You Ready? Are You Ready For What's Next? If Not, Then Move Aside Because Obviously You Don't Want To Be The Best. Confused And Locked Away From Society Laughing To Myself Saying, "Hoes Come In Different Varieties." Am I Chasing The Dream or Something These Hoes Just Want Me To Be. Living Inside Of A Mirror, Talking To Myself Saying "Am I Free?" My Words Speaks Volume, My Actions Speaks Louder. I'm True To My Aspirations, So One Day I Can Hush My Doubters. God Has A Plan For Me, I Can Sense His Presences Watch Over Me My Lord As I Race For Greatness. Look, This Just My Reality Check...... I'm Just An Young Black Man Racing To Just Become the Best. I'm Full of Wisdom and I'm Full of Knowledge I'm Just Waiting for the Right Person to Actually Acknowledge. Surrounded By Positive People with a Positive Mind State Taking It Day By Day So I Can Finally Say I Made It To Be Great. Legacy Is What I'm After, Weak-Minded People Chase The Fame Are You In It To The Win The Game Or Own The Game? When I Die I Just Want People To Remember By Whole Name Breonte L. Hackley Is The Name That I Will Forever Claim. CrazyWear Tae Is A Stage Name I Don't Chase After Any Longer... Believe In God And Yourself And I Promise Nothing Will Be Much Stronger. By: Breonte L. Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Loved You the Wrong Way" Sitting in This Room, Thinking about What I've Done. I've played with Your Heart Think It Was Just for Fun. Now I'm Trying to Show You I Care and That It's real this time. I'm going to Show You My True Heart and Reason You Should Just Be Mine. See I love you more and more each day but you just can't see it. I'm sorry for everything I Really don't want to lose you or split. When it comes to love I'm so far gone. Need help and guidance so I can move along. The term "Love" is so genuinely used People constantly using it I wonder are they confused. Like do they know what Love is? Do they have a clue? Sometimes I believe their hiding what they've been through. I need someone to actually open up and be real with me Go deep and try and rescue me and set my heart free. I've been playing this game Which only left me with a bunch of fame? The fame isn't what I'm after or what I asked for But it was handed to me once I decided to open that door. Referring to me as CrazyWear Tae isn't tight or appreciated I rather be considered Breonte' so I can be appreciated. I know I loved you the wrong way and I would like to show you the real me Hopefully one day the girl of my dreams will come knocking. They all say we don't know how to treat girls but that's because you don't know us Yeah, We Got Endless Girls So What That's Something We All Can Confess But It Takes A Real Man To Tell The World About His Girl And Stay True Something Majority Of These Guys Just Can't Do. Yes, I Loved You The Wrong Way, Sorry About The Torment But The Word "Loved" Is Past Tense So I'm Working On "Right Now" Which Is Present Tense. Sorry Baby For loving You The Wrong Way But I Have To Move On And Enjoy The Rest Of My Day. By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy "Grandma" Grandma You Was Like My Bestfriend And My Guardian Too It's Hard To Realize That I Have To Say Goodbye To You Your Own Your Way Too Heaven To Be With Your Father I'm Going To Live My Life Even Though It's Getting Harder So Rest For Now And Be On Your Way I Will Be Looking Forward To Seeing You Another Day Life To Death Is A Unique Adversity We All Face And It Always Ends With Your Winning The Race Live Through God Live Through Happiness I Can Say You Were The Definition Of Greatness You Kept The Family Together And Strong Now I'm Filling In For Your Shoes Now That Your Gone Since I'm Here And You Up There I'm Going To Live Right Without Shading Another Tear I Love You Grandma By: Breonte' Hackley Aka Tae Sweizy RIP Grandma You're The Motivation And The Reason Why I Write Today I Love You And I Will Always Cherish Everything You Taught Me And Gave Me. Biography Breonte Laurenzo Hackley, Born December 8th, 1990 Out of Providence Hospital Of Washington, DC. He Grew Up In A Good Family But Always Wanted More For Himself. Since a young boy he's always had this thing for poetry and speaking his mind by putting his thoughts on paper. Around the time he started high school he entered a scholarship poetry writing where he placed number two with his poem "Ghostly Love." After graduating from Largo High School of Maryland, Breonte then took a liking into inspirational speaking, modeling and acting. Being blessed with a lot of talents and the mind to always want more for him, Breonte learned how to design party flyers, mixtape covers and logos. With his abilities to do graphic design, he decided to start a clothing line called "The Solutioinz" with some positive messages he plans to change the world. "The Visual Dormant Of A Man Who Only Wants To See Good In The Eyes Of His Beholder, Lord Jesus Christ" - Breonte' Hackley Twitter: @TaeSweizy | Instagram: @TaeSweizy Poets Spotlight "To Whom It May Concern" There used to be a time where I didn't have to wonder if you loved me, I just knew. It was evident and even though we spent most of our time not seeing each other I never worried because I knew finally someone out there loved me, someone wanted to be with me, but that somebody was just like me. Yes I fell in love with a female and it wasn't purposely but see all the men in my life took advantage of me, raped me, robbed me of my youth so now I don't trust them. Hope the Lord can forgive me for talking about his creation when I say that men aren't shit it hurts to say yes but it has become my standing motto, and now I'm not only holding it against these men but now I'm holding it against these women. All the women in my life took on this "think like a man" mentality and ended up being just about as much of isn't shit as these men. I gave my trust so easily, just for them to throw it back in my face. They never understood how fragile I was and because I refused to cry in front of them they were never going to know. I took my pain to the place that held my deepest insecurities; to place that knew my biggest fears. The place where I used to cut myself just because I needed to cry, no it was never my intention on make these people my world but they used to sell me sweet dreams and tell me they'd never leave me and I believed them. Told me I was perfect and although I knew I wasn't I did everything in my power not to disappoint them just so in the end they could say I did the opposite, but here I am standing scared, heart barely beating, knife still in hand, old wounds still bleeding and all I can say is thank you for the lessons that you taught me, for showing me how to recognize the fake people but thank you for breaking my heart and I know that sounds strange but I thank you cause I know that there's someone out there that would love to pick up the pieces. So to whom it may concern: I'm not going to tell you that I'm damaged goods because I am waiting for you to love me, and I won't say that I don't know how to love you because I do. Just don't make me any promises yet. You got a lot of sweeping to do. -The Light [Twitter: @SexuallyPoetic] Sponsorship Page "The Solutionz" (Clothing Line) Check Out This Clothing Line www.cafepress.com/thesolutionz |