Short story told in poem form (iambic pentameter) about coming of age with a dying parent |
This is not the story of Page. This is not the story of Dad. Nor the story of Sandy, or A.J., or Christy. It’s not the story of Mummy. It’s not the story of the House. Nor the story of the Cavern. It’s about the Bell. You see, the Bell is the Power. The Power of fear and of pain. If you were to look at the Bell, It would just be there. There would be no interaction. (An interaction with a Bell?) The brass Bell would stare back blankly, You would turn away. The Bell admittedly had pitch, And depth, and glow, and engravings. It was brought back to Page on a plane from India. The sound was pure and loud and true. Its engravings were simple and True. (Truth being more important here in its story.) Great-Aunt Eliza brought it back She earned her Great-Aunt title, thought Page, when it was placed in her hands. It was placed on her shelf. Shelf was no ordinary shelf. Shelf was full of trinkets and coins from places Page would never be. Postcards slid off it, When Bell found its new spot amongst The ashtrays and statuettes all brandishing places far away. Sandy and Christy giggled and picked up the cards as sweet sisters do. The meanness and shadows scurried and hid behind their innocent eyes. Laying on their bed, the three girls stared up at the walls filled up with posters of places never seen, wondering who would see them. They filled up a roll of papyrus, listing all that they would do and see and hear and taste. Thundering footsteps wandered down the hallway, stopping at their door. Dad said, I’m going out, so go sit with the Mummy. Page got up and went into the Caverns, lighting fresh candles along the way down (deep). New candles were made on Wednesday. Colors had meaning. Page only chose (healing) grass green. She spent her hours on Wednesday making the candles for people. Yellow was for Thor. Everyone needed yellow for the next day's life divination. Page only needed healing green. (Nehalennia) Nights were too long to use for candles, but the Mummy still moaned for light. (Page mentally noted which ones would need replacing.) Upon arriving at the foot of the bed, Page ticked off the list: foul smell: check; eyes closed: check; groans: check; more bleeding: check. Sliding her hand up the bed, she went up and smiled at the face showing through the bandages, in case Mummy woke up. Which Mummy promptly did. Thumping her claw on the bed, waving her hand in the air, she motioned for sheets of papyrus. Page scurried about appeasing the Skeleton swaddled in white bandages, hoping the message would be legible. The Swaddled Skeleton brandished the etchings when she/it was done. And the first line said, to our friend, “I want to go home.” Page panicked and assured Mummy that Mummy was home, but Mummy would only groan and thrash about. “I want Demerol,” was the next message. Page shook her head no. Too much Demerol and Tylox would kill the Mummy before healing came. Page had faithfully tended the altar of Nehalennia every day bringing baskets of food and young flowers. She had cast the runes that foretold of the healing of the Mummy. She kept her faith as others gave up in dark defeat. Alas, the Swaddling was to have its way. It moaned, and it thumped. The bandages swelled up in red (deep). Page ran out and tripped over stones in the path and deep darkness swam over Page. As she climbed out of the darkness, voices swam by her. “…she’s only fifteen…far too young” “will kill your wife” “Who’s to know if” “If you weren’t out on the sea so much” Get out, roared Dad. A fluttering of cloaks ensued. Neighbors and relatives muttered their farewells and left. Silence fell. Page sat up. Dad left. Page wandered down to A.J.’s room. She stood in his doorway until he motioned for her to come in. He was working on his ritual hammer. In less than a year, he would join the village Assembly. He would partake in the Festivals as a man. He was almost done with the familial history of Sabine’s long dead and not so long dead or not dead. The other side of the hammer handle was to trace his story, his life. He had been tracing his Dad’s handle for years. The same way that Page traced over the etchings in her Bell, he traced over his Dad’s hammer, thinking about Dad’s life on the sea, fetching items from strange countries. He looked over at Page and said, “You worry too damn much. Sitting down there hour after hour isn’t good for you. Why not give her the Bell and she can give a ring if she needs you.” Page just nodded and went out thinking and plotting. She gathered up some fresh candles and descended into (madness) the Cavern, lighting up fresh candles and offering apologies to the Mummy, who needed fresh clean bandages; new IV’s; bedpans and bedsores cleaned. Page was very methodical and soon the chores were done. She relaxed upon a pillow and gazed in. She wondered why the sickness killed off the host. When you looked over the body, there was skin in some places and not in others. Just gaping holes, looking down into muscles (raw, red meat) strings, connecting material. Page had quit eating meat, from any source. She wouldn’t even prepare, handle raw meat for the family. She had seen that humans were meat. Leaving the Bell with the Mummy, Page went upstairs to cook dinner. She prepared a chilled, herbed carrot concoction for the Swaddled One. She prepared a group of vegetables and salad for an evening repast to be consumed by the rest. When the family was seated and the blessing was said, green leaves and spring annuals were enjoyed by all, until the ding, ding, ding floated up and about. Dad said, “I’ll get it this time, you get it next.” He pushed back his chair and winked at young Page. And this set the routine. Dinners were shared and turns were taken to please the decaying Swaddled One. One evening after another meal, held on a different day, or was it the same day? They all blended into one long memory, one long meal. So after this (real? false?) dinner, Dad and Page went out to the cliffs, the whitened cliffs, watching the ocean roar up and down without knowing. Dad simply said, “I have to go out there. I have to travel the waters for more trading goods.” Page nodded, knowing her role, and knew that Bell and her would become good friends. The Wednesday after Dad left, she made candles. Solid colors and bright layered ones adorned the area from which she sold her wares. John-Michael walked in that same day and stood around chatting of this, and chatting of that. He ordered his yellow candle for Thursday’s Assembly meeting. He talked of his meager role in the Assembly as if he were the one to call upon Thor and ask for a blessing. Then he got around to talking of his role in the Saga at the Spring Festival to be held that weekend, with food and wrestling and drinking and races and, oh, dancing. Would Page be there to dance? Yes, she would and Young Vitality started spouting off his new role: “I make an oath on the ring, a law oath, so help me Freyr and Njord and Thor.” Those were all of his lines, but he talked as if the play wouldn’t exist without him. And when the play came that Saturday, for Page, no one else existed on the stage. And this brief reprieve danced in her mind while sitting next to the Swaddling. For the Bell was good for sometimes, but the Mummy felt better when someone was there. And after Page packed fresh salve in the gaping holes (not two new ones!) and wrapped fresh gauze around and around and around and around, she liked to sit there and just think until the Mummy was sleeping again. Page thought about nothing and everything, sometimes at the same time. The routine went on until one night, there was a break. The spring rain had turned into a thundershower, and Sandy and Christy woke Young Page up. Then, (wouldn’t you know it?) Child/Man, Only Son, the Killer of Icky Insects peeped in the doorway and, uninvited, leaped on the bed. More thunder screeched overhead and four young siblings jumped with a start. Page gathered her thoughts and said, “Wait, you know this story. This is the story of thunder. This is the story of Thor and his bowling hobby.” “We forget,” echoed three perky kids. “Tell us, tell us, tell us,” they sang. So Page began, “Every spring, about this time, Thor challenges all the other gods to a bowling championship. When there’s lightening, you know a strike was made. Thor wins every time. Sometimes, there are rains with thunder and no lightening; those are just practice sessions and nobody wins.” Page snuggled up under the blanket with three shivering siblings, and they all fell asleep amongst the raindrops and thunder. Later that spring, amongst the rain and candles and routines and ships sailing and rituals, came yet another dinner. Page had switched from old vegetables hidden in the earth to the new vegetables popping out on top. Sandy and Christy and A.J. and John-Michael and young Page and Dad were eating and laughing and chatting away when the Bell rang once more. Page and Dad started to get up. But the Bell tolled for no one since The Mummy had been buried, just one fortnight before. |