Bolted Door

i lived up to it and further

though it was subtle

i got it, i was out before i entered

larger than the rest

always stuck out in a crowd

now they've all caught up

you still cant miss me now

a void an abyss

dying for a cuddle

not a preplanned kiss

just a voluntary snuggle

protecting all the rest

from my poison from my essence

shielding all the others

for i'm always the menace

bolted door

i have learned to ignore

though i'll forever dream of more