I know that I can never go back but I have to admit that I would give anything to. |
-Bury Me In Her Womb- by Keaton Foster Bury me in her womb I was only ever safe When I was there Not ever here Not within myself Not without her. Bury me in her womb Forever she is gone Never again will she be She is rotting refuse In some unspoken tomb A place unknown to me A visitless wilderness kept. Bury me in her womb Naked trees cast much shade Giant stones mark homes Her location a secret unseen Kept close by others That have long since Joined her deep within death. Bury me in her womb People that knew her before I People that she called her family A distinction that was never lent I have become a twisted achievement Of odds plotting against themselves I was not meant to be and certainly I was not meant to remain. Bury me in her womb Because when I was there Is when she truly cared When I was there I was safe far beyond The hands of fate When I was there nothing Could separate what we had. Bury me in her womb I want to go back Whatever the price However gross or obtrusive It may seem to those On the outside looking in I care nothing for them Because I know that they have been Judging me from the very get. Bury me in her womb It was once said to me that I took her life An unintended consequence of my own She bled to death as I Struggled for my initial breath Easily our connection was cut Slit from one end to the next Tied into a double knot And forgotten just as quick. Bury me in her womb After she was gone After she bled to death Her family somehow moved on But certainly I did not I have lived the entire sum Of my life without her. Bury me in her womb I grew up and grew old Never knowing her soul Never feeling her touch Or the kiss of her lips All that I know of her Was from the inside. Bury me in her womb Because for nine months In there I was truly safe And that is and has Never been the case since During that time her and I Were connected on a level That would never be again. Bury me in her womb I know sounds impossible And damn near disgusting But if it’s a choice A most viable of option Then please do what you must And know nothing of regret Because I can assure you That is what I truly wish. Bury me in her womb Make it happen and I will Forever find a sense of relief Over all that has happened I know that since the day that I left her And the day that she left me We have both been quite alone. Bury me in her womb So that both her and I Are truly together again As a mother and her child Only then maybe we will Finally have an ounce of such Desperately needed peace… Bury Me In Her Womb Written by Keaton Foster Copyright © 2013 |