Living at My Midnight

When I'm low

somewhere lost 

It makes me think of you.
Even when I sleep I think of you.
The most incomprehensible feeling
and I hate it 

Chorus:
You are something of a violent thought
Who's Living at my midnight
Yeah you don't sleep  when I wanna keep
my head from falling
loose of a shitty screw
You wake in the middle of the dark
Living in my midnight
I'm forced to think of you   

When eyes close in the quiet air 
that sleeps above my lonely bed.
You are a sickening wonder at midnight 
No space to hide away from distant delusions
Its not fair, you being so far
So aware of me loving you.
I'm wearing my cellophane skin
so thin
all the time.

Chorus:
You are something of a violent thought 
Who's living at my midnight
Yeah you don't sleep  when I wanna keep
my head from falling
loose of a shitty screw
You wake in the middle of the dark
Living in my midnight
I'm forced to think of you   

I want scissors
to cut the memory of fingers out of my hair
I remember how you would be pulling at it
all of those times
Now its just ruined peace at midnight
I'm Hoping you might have ash
in sheets over your eyes 
Maybe then I wouldn't be so shamefully exposed.
If you didn't know me at all
If you didn't know why those copper leaves left salt.
Pissed at the moon for the visits from you
 
Chorus:
You are (something of) a violent thought
Who's Living at my midnight
I'm lost in salt
Yeah you don't sleep when I wanna keep
my head from falling
loose of a shitty screw
You wake in the middle of the dark
Living in my midnight
I'm forced to think of you