change

still in silence gazing at the trees and wind blown leaves
piano playing love songs my heart yearns to speak
the tears pour down my cheek I am floating on this river created by the pain
moving my soul to healing dispelling all the lies
I am liberating I now feel alive moving ahead  embracing chance
now I can finally breath although the tears wont stop pouring I have learned to kiss the rain
I found the most honest part of me daring to uncover all the shame
learning that to break free from the bondage I must  unlock the prison to my mind the place that fear to long abides
so ... this river may take me places I have never seen before places I cant control
at least I am willing to go unlike so many years before
just when I thought it was over just when I lost all strength my tears saved me from the grave
moving out loud .