this is something I wrote about my relationship with my dad |
she gets home walks into her room music on, feelings gone he comes in her room yells words so hurtful so bitter and evil she hides the pain not letting him see it hurts she focus' on the music looking away as a tear falls her musical block protects her few of his words burst in like bullets worthless, stupid, lazy, whore, useless, disappointment, not good enough, all she wants is his approval him to love her for who she is not want her to change she wants him to see how hard he tries she longs for his approval the words ' I'm proud' hes who she needs most she needs his protection the man who should love her most breaks her every dream and hope he hates her every being she doesn't understand his anger and hate she'll never be good enough he'll always want her to change would things ever get better will the evil words ever stop his words cut deeper than any blade ever could the bitterness in his eyes makes her wounder makes her think what could she do to make him proud she longs for the love he gives her siblings she longs for proudness, happiness any emotion other than anger and hate will things ever change shes his biggest disappointment and well that's her worst nightmare |