Lost Lady Love

I dont know what to write so here it goes...

Piercng lady

i used to think it was perfect. now i'm older i feel stupid

i threw away the best to come my way through addiction

thats what keept me away from you stopped me coming home to you

now im clean i can see it the distance barrier i needed it,

i could relapse any minute, hell i could OD and leave the bottle with nothing in it

i've woken up today for court for my new ex girlfriend

caught her fucking her cousin shits made me feel disgusting

so as i write this my music my only savior to this hell

i wish i could show my love. but i gotta set sail..

gotta find my way out, gotta prevail over depression

gotta find my way to the american distant nation

i guess this is a cry for help,

please come say goodbye to me.

i know i was a freak i still am still cant sleep. still stare distantly refusing to sleep.


you got my mind gone my souls torn even now years later when everythings better, each knock at the door, each un known number calling


is you. its true. im addicted to you living Piercing lady free for years, no other drug compares, some days i wonder if opiates was wrong,

my organs from paracetamol must be used to this abuse the kidney pain have stopped surfacing. i just wish i knew which direction i was facing so i could get a heading to venture..


questing for love my heart on my sleeve, wishing the love would never leave.


exhale