Cross Roads

Life will always keep you on your toes and question who you are and what you believe.
one day I can go through life and be who i am and believe what i want to believe.(if anything at all)
now i have been brought to yet another point that i must choose between blending in and being myself.
at this point in my journey i now have to choose between religion and love or self freedom.
for so me a cross road like this can lead to life enriching change or again a end to my own happiness.
my mind now facing a great decision is only left pondering how a woman can come into my life and change me so much.
I've always said that no woman could change me, but for some reason this beautiful young maiden has me in some sort of trance,
her beauty so intense that with just a smile she can make all sorrows disappear and your heart skip beats.
yet if my decision is not the right one, then once more i will be at another cross road.