Cluless

Infinitely Clueless:

Maybe there's a reason but it is eluding me.
Why do I feel this lost, like there's nothing left to hold on to?
No matter how hard I try I can't seem to find what plagues my dreams and every waking hour.

Is there any escape from the void that is my life or am I stuck with this empty space forever more?
What forces hold me here?
Why do I not sever ties with this barren wasteland and the damnable presence that lurks in the shadows too full of cowardice to take on its true form and face me?
I ask whatever forces rule over this universe to free me from this torture

In exchange for my freedom, I will forever do as you bid.
I will be your dark lover.
I will kneel before you like a simple peasant seeking pardon from a king.
Please, Oh Dark One have mercy on me and allow me to feel the icy yet beautiful numbness of your caress once more.