I Always Suffer

I Always Suffer

I love you turns into I hate you
You are beautiful turns into your ugly
I tried so hard I tried my best
I gave you my all now there’s nothing left
You stole my heart and then split it in two
Now I am falling apart and you do not even care
Confused by your words I do not know what to say
I am living in the present but my mind is on the past
Not knowing what I will lose not knowing what will last
Blinded by lies drowning in doubt
Struggling to be free looking for a way out
All you do is laugh and make me suffer
Why did I have to fall for someone like you?