A poem written for ever one who is living with HIV, and is strong. |
I look deep into the eyes of thee, Sadness and frustration is all I see, I wish for your forgiveness, I am alone in this bar with a Guinness, Trying to fill this empty feeling, So light, I might reach the ceiling. Why can’t I do it right, Why must I lose this fight? Tell me how to fix this, If only it was one kiss, Like Snow White or Sleeping Beauty, I am the prince, you are my duty. It was not my fault it happened so, I wish this disease would just go, Please understand this hurts me too, I hope our love is strong and true, One day I will cast it all away, Like a sorcerer maybe one day. I did not want this disease. I did not break my lease, I still keep my body strong, I am still very young, Do not walk away at night, I truly hate this fight. I dislike our story, I am so sorry, I drink night and day, You just walk away, I feel very sick, But, it is something I did not pick. Please understand, Don’t let go of my hand, I love you so much, I pray to feel your touch, I don’t think I am the only one that is sick, Your skull is so thick. I am happy with who I am, I will keep being Sam, Nothing will change me or this feeling, The disease will not stop being, I will no longer keep blame for this disease, I accept this is a part of me, I have H.I.V. |