how it feels

How it feels

same as always

seldom what u want and often wt u dont understand

everyone wants to be happy

how we dont know



its weird how it feels

u dont like it

u try to shake it, but it settles again

soon u immerse in never ending gloom

only to find urself waking next day



earlier expected days to be different

as time passes u lose that

turning into someone never wanted to be

do i even want to change

i no more know anything