Shane 2

I am just muttering to myself

and all that comes out is

I knew this day would come.



I just it had come sooner

Like nothing in the past happened.

Am so angry i feel like puking. 



My heart actually hurts, i feel the pain.

Its like someone has taken a dagger into my soul.

Like someone is singing a funeral song. That is how i feel.

Dressed in black with sad sorrowful eyes.



It happened today, 23rd, September, 2012

and am shattered.

All i can ask myself is

What next?

Where do i go from here?

Who do i move on to?

What do i do?



Should i give up?



Now i call you a bitch to your face.

It hurts.

I regret that i called you that.

You deserve it. Going around breaking people's hearts.



I'm now getting pissed. Really annoyed.

I wish i could Bitch slap her

I am trying to hold tears and control my words.

I am trying to calm myself.

To tell myself that all is going to be fine.



O

Maybe it was my fault.