Ever Enduring

I swallow my shameful words, dreaming of an easier escape.
Why must I endure your hollowed promises?
Is there a chance of any escape?
The regret lays thick on my tongue.
Dare I speak out?
Shall I open this treacherous mouth?
Should I endure the punishment or wait for its invetiable end?
My fear has control.
Can nobody see my pain? The torture within?
The terror in my eyes seeks to be seen,
my whispering lies are deafening on uncaring ears.
My heart is twisting, my mind is blank.
This is too much, i can't breathe.
I have no tears left to shed, Can anyone see my internal suffering?
or are you all too fed up with your self absorbing minds?
Can anyone hear my silent plea?