Janet's Suicide; Bullying gone too far

She came from school and placed her bookbag on the table to begin her homework. Simple math problems, easy stuff. She finishes within 30 minutes and decides to check her facebook before dinner. Shes notices somthing weird. There is a post from Veronica, a girl in her English class. It said " Like this status if you hate Janet Lash." Thats me! She thought. What did she ever do to Veronica? .. 47 Likes and 18 comments! One from Jonathan reads " Shes so ugly" another says "Shes could seriously loose some weight haha!" she scrolls, her eyes unblinking. Suddenly she feels sick. Why do all of these people hate her, "they may not be my friends but we all just kinda know eachother...I dont get it." She thinks with a frown, and her eyes begin to water... What did she ever do to you? She can honestly not scrape up a single thought as to what she's done wrong! Her mother walks in, "time for dinner!"... she looks at her. "Why are you crying my love?" Janet explains to her what happened. She just hugs her and tells her, "Not everyone will like you, but this just hate, Ignore it as best you can and smile for those who DO love you." This makes her feel better.


That... Was 6th grade for her, it gets worse. It is now 10th grade, They said more things, not only online but in person... they wrote it on the bathroom stalls and classroom desks. Janet had no friends, she felt so alone. Shes in so much pain with no one to help. The teachers don't do anything about it. And the girls dont just say mean things, they nock over her books, trip her, and occasionally kick her. She never did anything to anyone! She was inocent and hurt. She goes home one day and posts a picture of her and her grandmother, and one of Veronica's friend's comments. It says " Look its ugly with an old bag! Can't you see that NO ONE likes you? Why do you sill post pictures of yourself, your a ugly, fat, bitch take a hint, Just go somewhere." Janet's mother was helpful, but could only do so much! Janet finally just stopped telling her mother of incidents of the attacks and teasing. She read that comment, and dozens of others. Each, like a needle in her fragile heart.

She finally stood from her laptop table, and went into the kitchen.. She grabbed a knife, and held it next to her wrist... not cutting herself, but tracing the lines of her veins, just lightly stroking her arm. She put the knife on the counter, not satisfied. She waited until her parents fell asleep, and went into her fathers dresser drawer, and grabbed a gun. She didn't shoot, or at least, not yet. She slipped it into her bookbag. Janet went to school the next day. Looking happy and fresh. She walked into the hallway smiling, and one girl said "What do you have to smile about? You no life freak." Janet just smiled. "You'll see." Puzzled, the girl scoffed and walked away. In the hallway, Janet opened her locker smiling. She shouted " May I have your attention, please?" Knowing she was a shy soul, eveyone was shocked and they froze, staring at her. Veronica spoke up "What do you want, make it quick so I dont have to look at your face!" Eveyone laughed. Even Janet had a smile on her face. Which made Veronica VERY confused. Janet reached into her bookbag, and pulled out the gun. "It won't take long" She said, pointing the gun to her own head. Everyone stopped laughing, dead silent except for a few screams and gasps. " No one wants me here, no one loves me. I am a waste of space in this world... I hope you are proud of yourselvesI'm glad I could make you all happy goodbye..." With tears welling in her eyes but a smile on her face, It ended.
- Phoenixbird12</3