Swimming Through The Ashes of Another Life (full) A poem about life and perspective. |
-Swimming Through The Ashes of Another Life- by Keaton Foster The past, sweeping away The recent distance, close I am always fighting to escape both I am always trying to be something And someone that I am not I refuse to face what’s behind me I refuse to accept what’s in front of me I am a neutral stone in the middle of the sea No other human being is close No other human being can be felt It just me and my weight All around are such hellish creatures The evilest of teachers With something important to say Their words, sharp and pointed Their accusations find a home Hurting me increasingly more They confess their sins Removing them from skin Jamming them inside me Right behind my eyes God of mercy, the pain How does it ever hurt Debilitating in every way Crippling me each new day I feel like an immovable being Turned into a finite object Increasingly more and more I am becoming heavier Soon I will be unable to float Soon I will drown under my own weight Swimming through The ashes of another life Treading circles Nothing can be seen In every possible direction Where will I end up Where can I find peace Unknown To the depths I may be Forced to find home What’s down there Concerns me most of all The line between heaven and hell Is not tied to any lifeboat There is too much extra slack Many frayed threads woven as one Someday under such weight The line will snap free Someday we both will break For as long as I can Within every sacred breath I will do what I can to lesson The true weight of who I am And all that I have done I will do what I can to hold on To stay afloat Swimming through The ashes of another life With no end in sight Just more of the same Just pain and fear Over what I cannot change… Swimming Through The Ashes of Another Life Written by Keaton Foster Copyright © 2012. |