Desire

I want to mutilate myself
And fill my skin with blood
The pain is low and worth taking
To keep me safe from the flood
Of ignorance raising
Upon my broken innocence
I want to feel this feeling is gone
For it was driving me insane.

I keep it all going on.
Non-stoppable charge
Till my creed and my breed
will finally collide
I want to be away, to not be torn apart
Even though I know this war will be inside
my wintery and broken heart residue
And for the skeptical, I will dare you to walk a mile on my shoes

‘Cause I feel I’ve had enough.

I will not rely on those who threw me away
I will not deny I don’t want to stay
I will not reply my instinctive cries
I will not untie to reach over the skies.

I want to erase all the scars
To keep me from bleeding
These marks I keep for life and death
Are not those I’ve wished.
But now I get to deal and take it all for good
Smile every sunny morning
And then control my mood.


I keep it all going on,
Non-stoppable charge
Till my creed and my breed
will finally collide
I want to be away, to not be torn apart
Even though I know this war will be inside
my wintery and broken heart residue
And for the skeptical, I will dare you to walk a mile on my shoes