I Wrote This For You

Sweetheart,

I know it has been a long time since we have talked and even longer since we met. But it’s important I let you know. The reason I have taken so long to express this to you, I was afraid. And now I would rather face rejection than take it to my grave.
I do love you.. Just writing that puts a smile on my face. As air is meant to breathe for living, my heart is meant to beat for you. The beautiful wispy curve of your hairs, I still remember. The dark black eyes in the glittering sunlight supplemented your beauty. The stars lose their spark when I think about your smile. The whole lightening of my heart beat makes it sound like as if you are doing it yourself.

I still could recollect all the clear memories twelve years back. We shared the same rickshaw for school and I loved the way you would clash with others for the corner seat!! Why we loved that place the most I don’t know. But I never tried to reserve it for myself, may be you were the reason. We hardly had any talk in those days but it was for fate that Zukerberg facilitated us with an implausible apparatus, and we were in contact again after a decade. I must thank that mighty man for a series of beautiful days, when your window popped into my screen with a lovely smiley.
I am not sure I can offer you the fanciest car in the world or a luxurious apartment in the city, but together, we can surely ride on love to make each and every moment of our life beautiful and worth living. I don’t think I can achieve any of these with anyone else but you. With all my heart and soul and with all my senses nerves intact, I can tell, you are the only one who makes my life complete.
I am not sure if you want me to go weak on my knees for you, but I just thought, I should give myself this one first and last chance to let you know how much you mean to me.
Please don’t treat this letter like another temporary emotional outburst which will go up in the smoke next hour. Every time I think of a life with you, I swear I see the images of your smile flash right before my eyes!!! It goes without saying that my heart beats only for you, regardless of the distance we have.
I am ready to do anything for you, anything and I really mean it. I can bleed until the last drop or lose every bit of my flesh to spend a life with you. Because I believe, you are my life and I can’t escape you.
I love you..

Yours affectionately forever,
sunny