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disbelief, feelings, emotions |
Theres two cords to cut as you will see one at birth and the other at eightteen. Let them go if you did your job don't make their life hell and make it so they can't move on. Quit running their lives, quit causing problems quit being selfish for your own stupid needs. Don't cuase problems when you were not in my shoes, let your kids go and let them be. husbands love your wife that you chose to be with and ignore the things that people say they see. So many are unhappy with thier lives and are jealous you see but thats not because of you or me. I have worked my butt off to get things I want but yet in turn I give what I can. You sit and blame me for something you don't know or see and you have sat and lied to and about me. Im done with the hurt and sorrow today you made your bed to sleep in today. I gave my marriage everything I could and all you did is see and hear what you want it to be. What happened to me is done and past so why the hell are you digging it up again. I was pushed through the system so let it go because in the end is the only way you may know. I answere to God if you believed then maybe you would have a better understanding of me. You went through the court just like they did you lied through your teeth once again. You need help but as I see you have to help your self before you can have me. You treated my like dirt and the families I have had so why should I be the one to pay for your mistakes and thiers as to what happend to me. everyone seems to want to blame me but what did I do to deserve it from you three. We are all responsible for things we do but I let it go so you should too. The past is the past so leave it alone and stop blaming me. I am a human and not an outdated text book because its what you want it to be. |