Second Chance

I felt like an outcast

doing nothing

and everything seems so wrong.



I'm out of purpose

ruining everything I cared for

and making my life worse.





I had a lot of questions,

lot of queries,

lot of doubts.



why my life's like this?

why I never been good to everyone?

why I never feel better?



why do we have to believe

when everything it does

is to leave pain and sadness?



I've been blinded

with my wicked heart

and foolish mind



I've lost my track

because of my insensible wants

and pointless grounds.



I was trapped of my own ignorance

and suffered a lot

because I doubt of His existence.



though I disappointed Him

he still give me another chance

to live up my life.



he give me another hope

and lightened up my thoughts

to go on.



he give me another reason

to live up my life

and still believe.