Almost Broken

You tried to convince me,
You tried to get inside my head,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broken because of you,
You made me think that what you were doing to me was ok,
You told me you knew what I wanted,
You made me believe I wanted to,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broken because of you,
You tried to control me,
You tried to get inside my head,
I am nor was I nor will I ever be something to control,
You don’t control me because I control me,
You thought you had full control over me,
You never really had full control over me,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broken because of you,
You told me you wanted to rape me,
You said if my parents weren’t in the next room you would have,
I can assure you that would have never happen,
You said you wouldn’t have cared if I screamed,
You wouldn’t have stopped,
I would have never let you do that to me,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broken because of you,
Because of you,
And what you did to me I’m stronger,
I thank you though for that,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broken because of you,
I forgive you but I will never forget,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broken because of you,
So you see in the end I’m strong,
I’m stronger then you ever thought I was,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broke because of you,
Now that your gone I’m confused,
I’m sad that your gone and mad at you for what you did,
I’m also so mad at you because despite everything,
Everything we went through together,
I still love you and miss you,
You almost broke me down,
I was almost broken because you.