suicidal demon

                      insanity greet me with a smile  a hangmans noose or heroin cant give you anything but shame but betrayel is pretty much the same and i never knew she was gone silent suicidal demon breathing in its bloody hands he cannot wash them clean my mistakes were etched in stone and my shame is everywhere i go          i was arrogant so full of treachory reality is fucken twisted and the world isnt listening and now you see the truth but you dont care death wont come for you so easy i can hear there screams but noone beleives me           

                                              how can i end this hell my heart is just an empty shell wicked tears drown me slowly through the years and fear is suffocating my faith