This poem is about my confusion and fears over challenges in my life. |
I’m so confused And so lost It feels like I’ve been tossed Into a sea of emotion So many changes So many fears How do I deal I’ve only lived several years But I feel The pain from deep within What’s true and real? I look to you To get some answers And I struggle on When will life make sense? I’m trying to grow But I feel like a child So much I don’t know But there’s no way to hide So much to learn Yet I know I’m no fool… My mom’s retreated away Money’s tight Working hard Keeping up the fight Worried about my friends They’ve got struggles too The stress never ends What do I do? Living with a close guy friend Chaotic as can be What’s our relationship? Don’t ask me Because it’s a little crazy Not defined but Just a mystery And what of my future? I struggle to see Where even in a year I may be I have so many questions But hardly any answers And I’m so frustrated Why are relationships so complex? My friendships are changing And I am too My family has its secrets I’ve never really been in love What are my hobbies? What matters to me? What should I work at? Who does God want me to be? I ask that Jesus helps me To make sense of my life To send me into a direction To help relieve strife To provide peace and hope So that I may have joy And live to my heart’s content. |