This is how I feel about... well... everything. |
Once upon a time there was a little girl, Who grew up in a very cruel world. A child who was unwanted and forced to bleed, And stripped of the love that she would desperately need. Abandoned and thrown to one house then the next, Until she was alone and had nothing left. Finally a family wanted her once again, A happy child she finally was then. However the world was not done with her yet. It was determined to hurt her till she had nothing left. She knew she was different, not like the rest, She felt like her life was just one unpassable test. It was hard to make friends, hard to be liked, People never liked her, they just wanted to fight. They never realized she just wanted to be loved, People hurt her and laughed until she wanted to be above. She learned not to trust by her own mistake, She didn't fit in, she was nothing but a disgrace. Picked on by friends and family alike, Left her to cry, then cut with her knife. Only understood by animals and kids, She was lonely and scared, stopped wanting to live. She tried to fit in but was only raped, She then was sure death was her only fate. She felt abandoned and left by everyone she knew, Then the loneliness and depression inside her grew. Until it consumed her every thought, No one cared or thought of the cost. No one wanted this shadow child around, It was easy to ignore her they all found. Easy to leave this dying girl by herself. No one gave her a lift, no one wanted to help. She began to give up to the pain, loss, and fear, Gave up on searching for the love that she once held so dear, The once glowing child was fighting no more, She was just a shadow now and nothing more. |