I am the man that died

"I am"

I am bleeding heavily,
I wonder why my blood that runs blue through my veins bleeds red,
I Hear the beat of a drum fading,
I see the god I chose not to pray to,
I want to change,
I am bleeding... bleeding heavily.

I pretend to not see,
I feel hands pressing down, down,
I touch the gun on the floor,
I worry about the last minutes I have,
I cry because I know I am ending,
I am bleeding heavily.

I understand I am fading,
I say I am coming Jesus,
I dream of liberation,
I try to end it, gun containing an empty clip,
I hope the pain will soon end,
I am bleeding heavily.