a complex thing

i want to speak of my most serious thought
the ones that i have now forgot.
My mind being a vast ocean in the center of a greater sea
those thoughts have been misplaced and forgotten about me.
opposites we have become as i trip in this rat race just for fun.
Maturity has overshadowed creativity
through the loss of my divinity.
that too lost in the black ocean that is mine.
My own sharks feed on my own fish to then be butchered by my own hands.
I am the great destruction.
I am Man