My Dark Thoughts.....

Hurt and pain, please go away
Don't ever come again, okay?
Had my share of ideas and thoughts,
Done some things I should've not...

Suicide, and thoughts of death
haunt me with their evil breath.
In forever darkness, I can't see;
Leave me alone! Let me be!

Running away, here I can't stay.
Find sanity again, I pray.
Trudging again up this hill
I'm done! That's it! Myself I'll kill!

Those scenes on playback in my head,
Can't get away from times of dread...
Ten years old, wanted to die,
give it all up, just say goodbye.

Looking back through all the years,
seeing all the hurt, the tears,
must find my way through this maze
before my life just turns to haze......