Being The New Kid

The newbie

Everyone knows how it is to be new.
It doesn't matter where or when your new
Is it at your new school, your new job,. It's everything but fun
Feeling akward trying to do good, and trying to make everyone like you, or tyring to impresse people way to much.
It's stupid and time wasting; but still everyoone wants to do and be their best.
That's how i alway feel like especiallly with sites that i like.
For example writing.com, today's the first day that i found this site and look a this i'm already tyring to make good impression. But still everyone wants to make good impressions, even if your not mainstream you still want to impress those who you respect.
It's something people yearn for, do stupid stuff for. And it always makes you lose something, is it your reationality or your dignity.
In the end you always lose something in order to get there.

In my case it is/will be my mind.