ever-present absence and the dense void

Tightly wound,
spastic and involuntary
is the speech of overused muscles
Vision collapsing
into a flurry of pixels is then followed by a sting.
What is the most valuable use of the time allotted?
Realizing that the time has not been allotted at all.

The observer determines all possibilities.
Being in several places and nowhere simultaneously.
Voices speak inaudible tones that have become the space it inhabits.

No sequential order is in frame.
The chaos of this moment sends the mind confusing signals.
Neural receptors receive nothing and synapses collapse.
What can we point to as the cause of such disorder?
Volition?
Puppet strings?
Cause and effect?
What purpose is there in identifying causation at all?
Splitting hairs can get you anything you need.

Descending is ascension and achievement
has been achieved in the improper preparation of structure.
No longer will we define the word order, and practice its use.
Destroy the load barring beams of this house of cards
and turn on the oscillating fan.

Gently,
the components of once perceived structures
fall in any number of possible places on the floor.

Entropy is present in this moment.
Reversing the process of decay in the vibrations of form,
turning physical laws inside out;
destruction is at work.
Fire purifies the contaminated doctrines of present understandings.
Mine the souls from the casts, pour form and reshape.*