A quick poem I just wrote. Not really edited or anything. Here it is. |
Sometimes I think it's all too much too hard to decide, you're too hard to trust and sometimes it seems, between you and me there's really nothing more than chemistry and you speak slowly, make sure I understand your reasons for leaving and treating me bad but deep down inside on the brink of your skin I know you're falling and pulling me in. But you keep up your logic, it's your only protection against your own shattered, scrambled reflection and in your midst of relaying boundaries I know it was you, not fate, that found me. So spread out your love and fill the gaps with mystery tell me you don't care then ask for my history. You're the liar when you refuse to believe me you play games like a chess board, check mate, and leave me. So toss and turn and sweat in your sleep we both should've known the first cut is too deep and you'll try to heal all the things you have hidden try to come into my life and act like you fit in. Honey, you don't belong in my head or my heart and I pray, for your sake, it ends before the start cause you came out of no where and you think you've won call me sweetie and tell me I'm too young in your condescending, mood swinging nature tell me you want me then find solstice in her and say you care about everyone except me then show up out of the blue and try to protect me but I'm not yours to protect, you're not my knight just a pretty-eyed boy standing under moon-light speaking your riddles then sewing the silence and testing my strength, my fading defiance you think I'll give in but I know all to well that you show me heaven then put me through hell you forward the blame, you didn't have to let her and I'll walk away knowing I can do better. |