Puzzle of love

Another day fills up my head
With doubt and sorrow.
And I take comfort when I can,
Wait for tomorrow.

However still I try to stay,
Her love’s but hidden.
A pathway to her heart I seek,
Each time forbidden.

Another dusk restrains my fears;
My conscience bleeding
Streams of ruby reddish tears,
Alienating.

In every shadow, in my mind,
I see a figure.
And when it calls me in the night
I fear and quiver.

Love puzzle, whose pieces are gone,
Can’t thee be solved?
Succeed, and I won’t die alone.
By her beloved.