Forsaken

Doubts and self loathing
My mind races but all thoughts escape
A moment of misjudgment
A lapse of time…have I sealed my fate

Lost is the trust, changed is the tone
Thrice times warned, but I still messed it up
Voice of disappointment
It rips my inner soul
I cry myself to sleep
His admiration for me grown cold

Sorry am I, truly I beg
Forgive me my love
You are my light, all my heart you take
Forgive me I plead
Grant me one wish
Love me, want me, need me
Hold me close and not forsake