Behind Words

Behind Words


It was such a boring Saturday,

No one has something to say.

Everyone look at one another,

But no one said a thing to each other.


I decided to go upstairs

'Cause No one truly cares

About what I was about to do,

Just because I can't say I love you.


I've talk to him so happy and friendly,

To hide what I feel for him so deeply.

All the things that I told him heartily,

Has left his mind so hurriedly.


It was just friendship, nothing more

But I know he was worth everything for.

And I know that what I feel is love,

That can even reach the heavens above.


He gave me once a friendly letter

With a poem in it, which made me feel better.

Even though he stated in it I was a special friend,

I can't change the fact that I'm just a friend.


So I decided that maybe today was meant

For the day my love will be sent.

Deep inside, I know I have to do something,

'Cause it was painful to be one-sidedly loving.


I know it won't be such a good sight,

For a girl to be confessing, doesn't seem right.

But deep inside, I really want him to know

That I am his faithful lover, not just his foe.


I knocked at his door, good thing he was alone

I tried to talk in a dear sweet soft tone.

But then a tune came from his phone.

I hope he didn't hear me moan.


I stopped and asked him who that was.

I wanted to cry and hit him, all because

It was a girl, probabaly his girlfriend, oh my!

I just wanted to disappear and die.


He smiled at me and asked what I wanted

I wanted to tell him my love for him can't end

A man like him is very easy, for a girl to like.

But Instead I said nothing and rode on my bike.


I can't stop my tears, I cried and cried,

I wonder if God was even on my side?

Why can't he just tie our strings together?

Why can't we just fall for each other?


Those memories I should not be remembering

So that somehow, I can stop myself from crying.

I took a heavy rope and hang it on the ceiling.

But I noticed something from the table, falling.


It was his letter and I started crying,

I didn't notice that every letter in the beginning,

Forms an I L-O-V-E Y-O-U.

From then on, I learned that he loves me, too.


I ran to him, smiled at him, and walked by his side,

So happy and thank God, I didn't continue my suicide.

He smiled back cheerfully and hugged me tight

Hiding your love behind words, doesn't seem right.