Truth is...

I glance at you from a distance and see you staring back
I wish that I could talk to you but its the nerves that I lack
I wish that i could tell you all the confusing thoughts
But I know I cant tell you, you tie my stomach into knots
You smile and me and make me laugh but the one thing that I miss
Is you and me all alone as you lean in for a kiss
How long will we keep this going, this silly little game
I missed you then I miss you now but I am filled with shame
Shame that filles my heart and soul because I miss you most
It seems that you dont even care and you give me another dose
of your so called”friendship” as once again you push away
this happens almost all the time every night and day
I have some felling for a guy and u may ask who...
so I guess ill have to answer, truth is I love you.