" The Way I Is"

I have things that run through my mind
Beyond the scope of reality
It seems to always get in the way
What can I say.

I go threw the day
with thoughts in the way.
I just don't know what to do
what do I say with thoughts in the way
should I share these thoughts with you.
My mind tells me no
so I put on a show
and wear one of my many different masks.
What can I say with thoughts in the way
so please don't even ask.
It's hard to let go go
I search for my soul
rather then put on a mask.
I must start off each day
by getting out of the way
the thoughts that are beyond my control.
I am in search of a path
so I can pass
through the thoughts that have such a strong hold.
I am seeking my soul
I lost long ago
I have found pieces hear and there.
It has taken some time
but I did find
that its love I need and its everywhere.
So now I can feel
each day that I heal
from the scares that I have from my past.
I need people today
to help give it away
the love that I found on this path.
I couldn't do this alone
I had to go back home
to the place where all this began.
I did not know
I had lost all control
I needed a helping hand.
I was scared at first
and it also hurt
I knew I could not afford to run.
I have found my soul
now I feel whole
I can love, grow, and have fun.