No feelings at all, not anymore...

There are times in my life when I feel down in the dumps. Down,down, way way down. Those are times when I'm in limbo. Not here, not there, not anywhere. The depression is so great that one has no feelings at all, not even the feeling that one is down in the dumps. It's actually a very strange, peculiar feeling. Well, maybe "feeling" isn't the correct word because there is no more feeling at all. One doesn't care what happens anymore. Maybe it's the subconscious mind taking over....the automatic adaptation of the mind to the situation at hand. In that attitude of mind, in that mindset, one is numb to one's plight. It's as if nothing whatsoever is taking place.