Time Stand Still

I find myself, at times,
Staring at you when I don't mean to.
I get lost in my adoration
And forget everything around me,
The beat of my heart...
                   ...the air I breathe...
                             ...the time that ticks.

I find myself, at times,
Wondering what magic led us together.
I get lost in my thanksgiving,
And ponder what life would be like now, alone.
Never finding you...
                   ...or loving you...
                             ...or needing you.

I find myself, at times,
Simply content to be next to you.
I get lost being smitten,
And smile to myself over all that you are.
My closest friend...
                   ...my lover...
                             ...my promised love.
                                       ...and I am happy for time standing still.