Feelings

Lethargic, unfocused, not lively..

Depressed, lonesome, and scared...

How can I cope with my strife?

It would be nice if someone cared.


If I could make two wishes,

It would be for things to go well with you.

The other would be for us to kiss.

We can see if our love is true.


No matter how hard things get,

I want to know that I can have you.

Yet, I do not want to live with regret.

My parents have to stop telling me what to do.


I need to have the strength to make it through.

Though I do not feel like I can do anything right.

Losing pride in myself adds to me feeling blue.

Why can't I be with you tonight?


I feel like everything is closing in on me.

My emotions override my ability to work.

Crying makes it hard to breathe.

At times, I wonder if I am hurt

or just dramatic.


I care for you a lot.

I want to mean something to you.

To be yours, it would be not

A dream but

A reality

That we both would enjoy.