inside

I shed my tears in
my thoughts , where I
let my feelings flow
but outside I push foward
and let it go

In truth I feel like dust
unimportant to the world
Why am I here but to take up space?

I wish this sadness would
go away but then how would I cope?
depression is aapert of me
How can I let it go?

This suffocating feeling feels good,
almost like like Home
in inside is dark like midnight depressing like
Like death. but outside shines with happiness
to bad it's not real