rose coloured lens

Anyone out there feel lost or fallen behind?
Like your watching a movie while pressing rewind?
My mind gets boggled weighed down at times.
I feel so frustrated and behind in his lies
i gave up my world for someone i tought who cared most
turned out betrayal and heartache turned me into a ghost
lost and broken stuck in one place
alone in the world nothing but a pretty face
will the pain ever stop can i go back to being me
i dont think so cause i was once to blind to see
that when someone cares deeply they dont put you down
wither you down into something so profound
so one day i did
i looked behind that rose coloured lens
then i confided a bit in all of my friends
it helped a bit but didnt really ease the pain
was i really mad at him or was it myself to blame
there no reason for the things that ive been though but im strounger person this much is true
so in the long run this is what im a do
i wont cry over someone who makes my feel blue
instead i just smile and remember what ive been threw
and how that rose coloured lens made me see you
there two sides to every story
put them together and see
that there a lot broken people in the world like me