Depressed

God some times i wish i can just run away and get away from all of this. I hate having this feeling. I just hate. .. hate being me. I cant stand this anymore; not having my dad in my life, Losing my mom to drugs, And having no family.. I just want all of this to go away. I'm so depressed and cant help the feeling of dying. I know thats crazy, but come on every body is going to go thru this. Sucks mine happens when im young.

I hate having the life i do. I want to leave this earth so badly but i just cant do it. SOme times i wonder if anyone would care if i was gone or even tell i was..