what happened?

My mistake was to leave you.
Now you found anew with all the words said even further you fled.
The times have truly turned and again i am burned.
I thought that with the choice to come back everything would be different but everything changed.
The way you looked the way you see through changed.
Your gaze became shallow and could never reach this troubled soul unlike before we shared something but was it just an illusion of a lonely heart.
But still we both know that it was my fault...
If only things would turn back to the way they were maybe things would have gone a little different
I would be the one who carries you not him...
Still i have to face the fact
that the world will continue to turn
and that before it was an act
but now it has become a fact
that this feelings became true
and I would never hold you