Without Sleep

You know, it sucks not to be able to sleep.Especially when it means you can't stop thinking about why the world is so messed up or, how messed up you are. Lack of sleep also causes you to ask a lot of whys. Sometimes asking God why am I here? What am I good for?What do you want from me? You sometimes even start to question yourself. It makes you wonder why people even call you, the broken messed up person you are, a friend. It also makes you wonder why you don't just try to get swept away in a storm or why you don't just crumble during an earthquake.

Sleep is crucial to people's mental health. I haven't got much in the past few days so I start to wonder these things.