Black world.

I'm in a pitch black world. I'm going round and round in swirls. I cant see anything, not daylight beauty nor the sick world. Everytime I make a decision its like an earthquake, the ground constantly moving below my feet, no comfort of the solid concrete. I'm completely lost without guidance, and would like people to make decisions for me. My emotions make it too hard for me to think properly. I dont know what I want, I dont know what I need, all I know is i'm swirling round, in a tornado, and the earthquake adds to it, a whole load of natural disasters in one. When you think your sure on one thing, the earth rises again and starts spinning. You cant hold on, you cant drag other people into it. This is your world in darkness, not sure what way is right. There are many paths you can walk down, all in the dark on your own. There's a light at the end of the correct path, you do the math. Your world is tumbling in front of you, you can feel it with the rumble, you cant see the complicated jungle. Spirits come haunt you, some guide you, they will always be able to confide in you. Spirits arent good enough though. You know lots of people, but they're in their own complicated jungles, fumbling and trying to make it out.