THis was a prayer/poem to my Creator |
GOD WHAT CAN I DO TO PROVE THAT YOUR WHAT I NEED GOD WHAT CAN I DO TO PROTECT AND RAISE MY SEED GOD WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR ME TO LIVE MY LIFE RIGHT GOD WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO BE RIGHTEOUS IN YOUR SIGHT GOD HOW CAN I BE THE MAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE ME TO BE GOD HOW CAN I ACQUIRE THAT PATH OF JOY TO REACH MY DESTINY GOD WHY DOES THE ENEMY USE THOSE THAT I LOVED THE MOST TO BRING MY DEMISE GOD WHY SHOULD I GO THROUGH THIS JUST TO BE ACCEPTABLE IN YOUR EYES GOD DO I NEED TO GO THROUGH THESE STRUGGLES SO I CAN SUCCEED GOD DO I NEED TO REALEASE THIS UNHEALTHY FOOD TO FEAST UPON YOUR FEED GOD WHAT MUST I DO TO MOVE ON AND MOVE FORWARD WITH MY LIFE GOD WHAT ACTIONS SHOULD I TAKE TO HAVE AN ACCEPTABLE WIFE GOD WHY DO MY ENEMIES SEEM TO GET AWAY WITH THE WRONG THEY HAVE DONE GOD WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE THEY ARE BEING BLESSED WHILE THEY HURT ME FOR FUN GOD WHO WILL SUFFER AND PAY FOR THE WRONG THAT WAS COMMITTED GOD WHO WILL FATHER THE BABIES THAT I ONLY SEEMINGLY BABYSITTED GOD IS IT OKAY FOR SOMEONE TO USE YOU TO GET WHAT THEY WANT GOD IS IT WISE FOR ME TO GET PAYBACK AND REVENGE OR NOT GOD CAN YOU TEACH ME TO BE MATURE AND ALSO PATIENT GOD CAN YOU HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH THESE CASES GOD WILL YOU TAKE ALL OF THIS STRESS AND PAIN OFF MY SHOULDERS GOD WILL YOU HAVE ME TO DO YOUR WILL SO I CAN HAVE THE STRENGTH TO MOVE BOULDERS GOD WHEN CAN I SEE THAT I AM REWARDED FOR MY GOOD AND FAITH GOD WHEN WILL I KNOW THAT I'M WITH YOU AND WALKING THE NARROW AND STRAIGHT GOD YOU CAN GUIDE ME TO DO WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE ME AND THAT IS YOUR WILL GOD YOU CAN HAVE MY LIFE AND SOUL AS I WANT YOUR TRUTH AND WHAT IS REAL GOD IM TIRED OF THE STRUGGLES BEING STRESSED THE TROUBLES AND THE PAIN GOD I WANT EVERYTHIGN YOU HAVE TO OFFER ME SO I'M READY TO MAKE A CHANGE GOD I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO HAVE AS MY HEAD YES MY FATHER GOD I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO HAVE FOR LIFE AND BE REUNITED WITH MY DAUGHTER GOD I LOVE YOU AND I'M COMMITTING MY LIFE SOUL AND EXISTENCE TO YOU GOD TELL ME AND GUIDE ME TO DO WHATEVER IT IS YOU WOULD HAVE ME DO GOD I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO ELEVIATE ALL OF THIS PAIN AND DRAMA NEVER TO BE STRESSED GOD I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY HEART AND FAITH TO STAY AND REMAINED FOREVER BLESSED I LOVE YOU AMEN! -E |