What I Thought...

She said she'd love me always,
she held me tight at night,
she made me seen new ways,
that I could find the light.

We planned our lives together,
even named our kids,
now I see some truth in her,
now I've lost all bids.

When she said "just friends",
it was just another lie,
if this is how it ends,
then I'd rather just die.

I gave her all my heart,
and all but half my soul,
I thought that it was smart,
but it really dug a hole.

My chest is caving in,
my breath is getting light,
I know where I'll be going,
'cause dying this way's not right.

So I bid you all farewell,
everyone goodbye,
I'll get my tan in Hell,
and tell Satan you said "Hi"...